Value-ship

Here I am in the truck on the way to Bukit Timah Hill. My mind is oozing with lots of question and it all comes down to value-ship.

I realised that this world is one which is kind of selfish. Perhaps it's just me but... I don't know. Without valueship I really can't find any motivation to do anything. Independent really seems so vague to me now.

Sadly but true that I'm really starting find 'giving without returns' impossible. Strictly speaking there is really a limit to how much one could give. And that limit is decided by none other than what others could give in return.

'Treat others the way you wish to be treated' is one of those many household quote you would hear from your parents. I guess it's how we are bought up. It is a fact that we only do good just because we want something good in return.

I guess the least I ask for is just valueship, no I won't stop giving. No matter how cruel this would may be, I would try, and if I fail, I would try again. A change has to be done.

But thankfully, I'm given much more than that I ask for. And for that I am grateful.